“What have you experienced that I haven’t that makes you believe what you do? And would I think about the world like you do if I experienced what you have?" from "Same As Ever" by Morgan Housel.
He goes on to say:
"We can see and measure just about everything in the world except people’s moods, fears, hopes, grudges, goals, triggers, and expectations. That’s partly why history is such a continuous chain of baffling events, and always will be."
Which means to me that unless and until we can help you gain a new perspective on how you think about money and what it can do for you, it matters little how much you have, where it is or what it's doing.
Mind over matter. Mind over money.